Blessed Life

It's Saturday afternoon, and I have just had the craziest week in my life. Craziest because God has taken me on such an amazing journey with my business. A journey that wouldn't have happened without it. I keep thinking to myself "God you know EVERYTHING!" I spent the week at PG Youth Camp. My main purpose: to look after two amazing kids. And yet every day I found myself touched by everything at that camp. I found myself on my face infront of God, having devotions with campers, laughing so hard that I couldn't breath, and forming amazing bonds with people. Things that wouldn't have happened had I hadn't started my business. My life has been changed, from a week at a camp with 20 kids that I didn't know going into it. Changed by the GRACE of God. And changed because I was desperate for Him.

There is a Shane and Shane called the answer. It describes perfectly how I feel at this moment. My life has been a viscious battle of good VS. evil. By that I mean, I know the answer, I know that I need to give my all to God, and yet, my flesh seems to win everytime. And this week I was broken, and made new. I woke up this morning, and felt like a new person. I felt like I won the battle. I don't know the point of this blog, there isn't a significant thing that I am trying to get at. But so many times I have gone through the motions. Gone through the Church services that rocked my life, where afterwards I was for sure going to change my ways. And then a week later, I am still back where I started. This is the difference, I didn't get rocked this week. It was emotional, although I did cry, it wasn't an emotional rollercoaster. It was a wake up call. It was my call. By God's grace, I have been pulled out of the garbage. Been pulled out of the comfort zone I was living in. There's no turning back. There's no giving up. I'm done playing games.

Here is the Shane and Shane song I was talking about. So simple, and so powerful.

i've tried more of me
and i've come up dry
trading You for things
things that go away
my happiness is found in less
of me and more of You
my happiness is found in less
of me and more of Youi have found the answer is
to love You and be loved by You
You crucify me and the world to meand i will only boast in You
i'm so satisfied
at the thought of You
growing up in me
covering everything my happiness is found in less
of me and more of You
my happiness is found in less
of me and more of You