I'm sitting in my room with worship music on, trying to worship and thoughts keep flooding my head. Things I need to do, things I need to remember etc etc. My heart hurts right now. Because I want and need to get into worship. I want so desperately to meet God everyday in worship, find a special place. Yet everytime no matter where I am, I find myself getting caught up in everything else but worship. I lift my hands at the right times, I jump on que, and yet I'm just another soul searching. I've done it a thousand times. Stood in Church, cried as a song touched me, stood listening to worship, and watched other people get touched by God. Of course there have been times when I have been touched by God in worship, and things happened. I need consistency, I need GOD. I don't need fancy worship songs, or amazing singers, or guitar players, I need GOD. Plain and simple. No one else can touch my life the way He can. I will praise you through this storm... Sometimes it blows my mind how hard I find it to get into worship. Sometimes I catch myself just staring into space standing there. There Lord will guide my footsteps, and I will win this battle. As of tonight, I will continue to worship, because that's what you do. You worship in spirit and in truth. We worship because He is worthy. And we worship because He is our GOD.
" Walk towards me, I want to hear, the heavens singing over you. When you breath look at me, I want to be captured by you. Gaze into my eyes and let me know you'd fight thousands for my love. Slip your hand in mine, ask me to dance with you tonight, just ask me for my love. I want to hide what's deep in my eyes, I'm scared to be known by you. When I turn my head and see you there, I want to be pursued. Gaze into my eyes and let me know you'd fight thousands for me love. Slip your hand in mine, ask me to dance with you tonight. A dream I won't wake from, a story that will never end, the ground your feet walk on let me be there."
-Bethany Dillon For My Love
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