Dreaming With God

"I have a dream"... Famous words from a famous person. But this time, the words are coming from my mouth. I have a dream deep in my heart that has been there for years. I love this dream. And I want, more than anything, for it to come true. There's just one thing, God has told me to lay down this dream. To sacrifice it, and give it back to Him. It brings frusteration, tears, hurt, confusion, and questions. Frusteration because I don't want to give it up. Tears and hurt because I have had it for years. Confusion because I think God why did you give me this dream if you were going to ask me to lay it down? I know that God is faithful, and I know that He doesn't give things to us that we can't handle. Yet I find myself battling with my flesh everyday. And everyday I need to kill my flesh and tell myself that it is worth it. It's worth listening to the voice of God, and obeying His word, than to live a life of darkness alone. We are starting on week 4 of Interns, and I already feel like I have been through a war. This year our theme is "Dreaming With God." No coinsidence that I have been called into this year. Because I will lay this dream down, and either pick it up later, or find a new dream. I'm excited for the things to come, and I'm excited to walk with God through this process! As I travel the road to the next battle, the Lord is holding my hand and I know His faithfulness. And I know His love.